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♥ Yours Truly Zee

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Friday, September 02, 2016
@ 12:44 AM

Ive always believed that life is a journey, not a destination. After all those trials after trials, here i am now very very contented with whatever that has happened or are happening right now.

To be happy was all i ever wanted. The passing on of grandma has left part of me wandering around unsure of what to do with life and what now. Shukur alhamdulillah how im back on track right now and after the istikharah period, it kept my faith stronger. To believe and trust and have full faith.

Love aint what im looking for now. I believe if something are meant for me, it will come to find its way. I now understand that deeper. Even if we try our best, even if we love that someone deeply, even if we made dozens of sacrifises, even if we try to make things work, if its not for us, it will never be for us. All these series of events made me wiser. Made me understand everything that happens/happened, if its for the sake of Allah, we will definitely reap goodness out of it.

To you, if you happen to still read this. Im definitely happy that we agreed on letting go for the sake of our happiness. It was definitely hard for us to let go initially but i guess when you start to redha, everything will then fall into place. Im happy to see you happy. Im sure anything that comes from Allah, it will definitely be the best.

Mine has yet to come but i always believed "janji Allah itu pasti", "patience, wait with a beautiful patience", "good things will come to those who wait". Honestly, to surround myself with all these positive quotes, quotes from the holy qutan made me stronger to go through all these. Thank you ya Allah. I can never express how grateful i am with His mercy.

"He found you lost & guided you"

On the side note, lets focus on finding happiness still :B travel. Travel definitely brings me happiness like no one (except for food maybe) . Can wait for my 2017 trips.

2016: the year where im trying to find happiness
2017 will be the year where im going to face my fears. InshaAllah. Wanna know something? I dont quite like to plan something waaaaayy in advance coz we wont know when our ajal will invite us. We plan but Allah also plan and Hes the best planner of all.
♥ZEEZUZU♥
i my me mine.

Going big tweenty-ONE this year but people may say i dont look like one coz im petite or shall i say a midget. Im kidda looking forward to see the world but im a dreamer and not an achiever. Talks alot but seems to be shy at first. Eccentric and have a world of my own. Trust me, i can even make a conversation with myself at times. Believe it or not, i can make my own jokes and laugh at it. Okay lame. Moving on, i miss studying and am not looking forward to working life as a young adult. -That's me